mY diLemMa.....

my husband's company started a new office in KL and he was expected to be up there pretty often, each time will have to stay there for at least a couple of days to even a week.... felt pretty lonely when he was not around last weekend... and the worst is he had to be there almost every weekend as weekdays he needs to be in Singapore office to settle his work...
actually i was very reluctant for him to go although i know it is his job, but why some of his colleagues can simply said they have families that they need to spend time with over the weekend yet why he can't... on the other hand, as i know it is his job and in order not to let him get caught between me and his career, i told him to go ahead. Stupid right? yes i know....
maybe to him independent gal...
have not been sleeping well those days when he was not around as i have to on the bedroom lights when i sleep. i have phobia of darkness when i am alone... guess will have such nights pretty often from now on.... Haizzzz