My two naughty students.

These are my 2 primary 5 students, from the left is Junzhi then John. Junzhi was asking me how i put pictures from my handphone into my blog, so i took this pic to show him:)

Marriage.

I heard a very ridiculous statement today from a divorcee. She's getting married again and told me that it's stressful and full of problems to be married again. Then, why is she getting married again? I have to admit that sometimes i also feel this way, only when the both of us are in foul mood, but this feeling will go away after sometime..

A beautiful rainbow.

It has been raining for the past few days. I saw this beautiful rainbow from my window after a heavy downpour.. Many people say that upon seeing a rainbow, good luck will follow. I certainly hope so.

ThiS iS LiFE..........

Earlier this morning i received a call from my youngest aunt... she called to inform me the death of my 5th uncle.
It was a sad thing cos' frankly speaking, i wasn't close to him and the memories i had with him was so little. The reason is .... he's behind bars most of his life. He was a drug addict.
i was shocked when aunt told me that he killed himself...Guess he must be real tired of living this kind of life.
His death put an end to his suffering, it also marked the begining of many others like my dad, aunt and the rest of his siblings. A life they have to get used to without 5th uncle around anymore.
Mum told me that dad cried upon hearing the news.. who wouldn't? someone whom he called brother, someone whom he shared his childhood with, someone whom he call brother, left him without even saying good bye. i can understand his sorrow...i really can.

today is the last day of chinese new year... finally!

I went to my dad's place with my hubby. it was a short visit, unhappy too. As usual, my mum and sister was nagging about the fight i had with my bro. i kept very quiet throuhout the conversation. maybe becos of so, they started to talk more,especially my sister till my hubby can't stand her and rebutted her. think now my sis not too happy with my hubby... but who cares? haha

Starts off the day with a wrong footing.... Everything went wrong. Maybe my mood swing is back... Gets irritated very easily recently and will flare my temper towards those unlucky ones too... i know i am bad... will curb my temper la.

It's the mid week again. Another 2 more days will be weekend again. Hope that this weekend will be better than the last...
he went to Malaysia again for business trip. Wasn't happy with him therefore didn't call or sms him for the past 2 days, although he did call, i didn't pick up.He did sms me, but i never reply... want him to learn his lesson. A promise is meant to be kept and not broke...
going to my mum's place this weekend. Hope that i won't see my brother there. intend to go for a while then come back... sad i know, but this is to protect myself from getting hurt over what they might say... Please let it be a peaceful one..

Chinese New Year is about getting together with family and friends... this is not the case for me this year. After the fight with my brother, didn't hear from the rest of the family members. sad huh? it's just a matter of getting used to it.
I've always wanted to spend a quiet weekends with my hubby... but it's so difficult as his colleagues will definitely be here to play Mahjong.
Mahjong can be quite enjoyable but i think it's getting too excessive in my house. Every sat evening they will start the game and it will only ends on sunday morning...
By the time the games are over, syl will be too tired to do anything or go anywhere else, so in the end, we'll end up staying at home.
I find this kind of life style very familiar... It ruins everything i had before and hopefully not for the second time.
I find it hard to make him understand how i feel about the whole thing cos' we have different views nowaday and most probably will end up arguing, something that i dreaded...

The loving couple.

My dear sister and dear brother in law.

I had a very bad fight with my bro 1 week before the CNY and till now we're still not talking. What really makes me so disappointed is not i am not talking to him but the rest of the family members didn't even bother to call and asked how i was doing, especially when i left home in tears that day!!!
It was my aunt and cousins who called me instead to check out how i was getting on... I was really sad over this matter... but what to do? They're family...