Our FamIly RetrEat 2009 ( 3 daYs 2 NighT KL and GentiNg )

Solar eclipse....

i woke up early to watch the eclipse but the rain ruined everything... was actually looking forward to another thing but it did not happen either...what a way to start a day..
there's a family retreat coming up in Aug to KL and Genting but i badly need a break now cos i think i am going to explode with so many happenings recently.
i've been bottling up all my disappointments and unhappiness all this while that i am no longer sure how long i am going to last. actually thinking of going back to see my doc again, guess he must be real disappointed to see me again. what to do? i just can't manage my stress and emotional mood swing well.
this weekend is gone again, still thought of spending some time with him cos we really didn't spend much weekends together recently as he's been travelling to Kl for business trip but haiz... this weekend there's a travel fair. guess i have to find my own programme again. sick and tired doing so cos i reminds me of how i spend my weekends alone too many years ago. will i end up in the same situation like many years ago? hopefully no la.